A letter

Hey you,

yes you! 

You, the cutie behind the screen.

I know why you came here.

You wanted to find out how I'm feeling

or if I'm talking about you.

Well yes, this time I'm talking to you.

Just wanted you to know that  

no matter where I am

or how big is the distance between

our lovin' hearts,

I always miss you.

I think about you all the time,

as if you had a home in my heart.

I guess you could really say that.

I don't even understand how this has happened.

Suddenly I've come to a situation

where the amount of love

feels like it's too much to handle.

You know why that is? 

I'll lighten you up:

I've never experienced anything like this,

our love.

That's why 

I'm so afraid of losing.

If you left,

you'd take a large part of me with you.

I don't have a clue 

what I'd do with myself

if you left me with a blank space in my heart.

 So I'm asking you to understand

that I'd do anything for you.

Even if it feels that I'm not thinking about you

or if you feel like 

I'm tired of you,

I promise

it's nothing like that.

I want you beside me.

You're the number one,

no matter what.

Please understand this,

I don't know any other way to tell you this.

I think of you when I wake up, when I fall asleep,

when I'm doing nothing,

when I'm doing anything.

I love you.